sometimes
I feel eyeve seen things eyes should not see
eyeve seen the decay of my idols and
the absence of tears
in my young soul, eyeve seen
a young woman
who knew she wasnt ready
pretend she was, eyeve seen
a father who wasnt a father
be a father, eyeve seen
a disillusioned youth who wanted to die
before he knew what life
was
eyeve seen
my biological bonds axed
like a lumberman at wood
as if ashamed of me, eyeve seen
an unbalanced young man
smile, laugh, cheer
not care
as he
destroyed himself to be what
he thought was free, eyeve seen
this same boy who didnt learn how to be a man
do whatever he can,
he... took a life, he... caused strife, he.... ruined a mans wife
he... attempted to take
his own life
eyeve seen Christ on the cross
and eyeve seen him off
eyeve seen weeks with out a son
and wonder how it all begun
eyeve seen skeletons walk in bright day light
eyeve seen my creepy shadow in the darkest nights
with images of a future with no sights
eyeve envisioned a tunnel
at the end there was light
eyeve seen a boy evolve
into a man,
fall in luv and
out, eyeve seen
him wipe his tears apologetically
only to accumulate into
tears as massive and deep as a sea,
eyeve seen him fall hard and fast
then get right back up off his ass
Eyeve seen this man in the reflecting glass
and no one can see
what eyeve seen |